YAAD SHEHEAR WITH NILESH MISHARA

AMEZING MOMENT WITH NEELESH MISHRA FROM YAADO KA IDIOT BOX.
MY STORY THAT NAME IS ANJAAN RASTE SELECT IN 537 STORIES.
I GOT 5TH NUMBER POSITION.

ANJAAN RASTE

                                         
                                                         ANJAAN RASTE

12^th CLASS PASS KARNE KE BAAD ME AAGE PADHANE KE LIYE APNE GAV KO CHODAKAR YAAD SHEHAR AA GAYAA. KYOKI GAO ME UTNE ACHHE COLLEGE NHI THE. TO GHAR VAALO NE MUJE BAHAR PADANE KE LIYE BHEJ DIYA. YAAD SHEHAR, VESE YE SHEHER MERE LIYE NAYAA THAA.

MENE APNA ADMISSION YAAD SHEHAR KI UNIVERSITY ME KARVA LIYA.

HALAKI MENE LET ADMISSION LIYA THAA TO SARI RAGULAR KI SITE FULL HO CHUKI THI. AB ME SIRF PRIVATE FORM BHARKAR HI ADMISSION LE SAKATAA THAAA.SO MENE PRIVATE STUDENT KE TOR PAR ADMISSION LIYA.SATH HI YAAD SHEHER KE HI KISI ACHHE COACHING INSTITUTE JOIN KAR LIYA. MENE JO SUBJECT CHOOSE KIYA THAAA USME MUJKO ITNA INTEREST NHI THAA LEKIN KYA KARE 12^TH ME COMMERCE THI TO MENE GRADUATION B.COM. ME HI KARNI THI.

AK SUBJECT THAA ACCOUNT JISME ME  11^TH SE HI WEAK THAA. SO MENE COACHING CLASSES BHI ACCOUNT SUBJECT KI JOIN KAR LI OR BAKI SUBJECT MUJE KHUD KO HI STUDY KARNI THI.

NOVEMBER KA MAHINA THAA OR EXAM MARCH ME HONE THE YANI MERE PAAS SIRF 4 MONTH HI BACHE THE.

COACHING CLASSES JOIN KARNE KE BAAD YAAD SHEHER KI KISI ACHHI COLONY ME RENT PAR ROOM BHI LE LIYA THAAA. MERE LIYE YHA PAR HAR CHIJ NYI THI.

ME PRIVATE STUDENT THAA TO COLLEGE JANA HOTA NHI THAA. BAS DIN ME AK BAR COACHING CLASS JANA HOTA THAA. LEKIN MERI CLASSES ABHI START HONE ME TIME THA. 21 NOVEMBER YANI MERI CLASSES DIWALI KE BAAD SURU HONE VAALI THI.

VESE ME YAAD SHEHER DIWALI SE PEHLE AA GYA THA OR TAB TAK ME YAHAA KE LOGO YAHAA KE RASTO KO ACHHI TARAH SE PARAKH LIYA THA.

JAB AAP PAHALI BAAR GHAR SE DUR REH RHE HOTE HE TO GHAR PAR JAANE KI KHUSHI KO AAP SABDO ME BYAN NHI KAR SAKTE.SO DIWALI KO ME GHAR CHALAA GYAA.GHAR SE VAAPIS YAAD SHEHER AANE KE BAD MENE CLASSES JOIN KAR LI.

AAJ MERI PEHLI CLASS THI. OR MUJE YADD HE JAB ME APNI PEHLI CLASS ATTEMPT KI THI TO ME BHOT NARVAS THA KYOKI KAI NAYE CHEHRO SE ME RUBRU HONE VALA THA. 12^TH CLASS TAK ME US SCHOOL ME PDHA JHA SARE BOYS PADHATE THE. TO GIRLS SE BAT KARNA MERE LIYE BHOT HI MUSKIL KAM THA. KOI BHI GIRL YADI MERE SAMNE AATI TO MERI BOLTO BAND. KISMAT SE SAYAD IS INSTITUTE ME GIRLS AND BOYS KA BATCH COMBINE THA.

VESE BACHAPAN SE HI ME JYADA SARMILA HU.KISI GIRLS SE BAAT KARNA TO DUR ME KISI ANJAAN LADAKE SE BHI BAT KARNI HOTI HE TO GHABRATA HU YA FIR UNKO IGNORE KAR DETA HU.

CLASSES REGULAR CHALNE LAGI OR ME ROJ CLASS JAANE LAGAA.

HMAARI CLASS DOPHAR KO SURU HOTI OR SHAM KO PURI HO JATI.

MUJE AAJ BHI YAAD HE MUJE VHA PURA AK MAHINA HO GYA THA CLASS JATE PAR ABHI TAK MERA VHA KOI DOAST NHI BNAA THA. NA BOYS ME TO GIRLS KI TO BAT HI CHOD DO. DIN YUHI GUJRTE GYE OR AK DO BOYS KE SATH BAT-CHIT HONE LAGI.

JARURI THA NHI TO PTA HI NHI CHALTA KI COURSE ME KYA HE,KESE STUDY KARNI HE OR EXAM KAB OR KESE HONE VALE HE. CLASS COMPLITE HOTE HI SUBHI STUDENT APNE APNE GHAR KI OR CHAL DETE OR ME BHI APNE ROOM KI OR CHAL DETA.

AK DIN JAB CLASS PURI HUI OR ME APNE RASTE CHAL DIYA. RASTE ME CHALTE HUE MERI NAZAR MERE AAGE HI CHAL RHI AK LADAKI PAR PADI.

PICHE SE VO KUCH JANI-PAHACHANI LAG RHI THI. KYOKI ME JIS RASTE SE HOKAR APNE ROOM PAR JAYA KARTA THA VO BHI USI RASTE SE HOKAR JAYA KARTI THI. US DIN  MENE US PAR UTNA DYAN NHI DIYA.

NEXT DAY FIR CLASS LAGI OR ROJ KI TARAH MENE CLASS ATTEMPT KI.

LEKIN US DIN TEACHER THODE LATE THE TO BOYS NE BAHAR WAIT KARNE KI BJAAY ANDAR JAKAR CLASS ME BETHNA THIK SAMAJAA.HMAARE BATCH KI GIRLS AATE HI CLASS ME BETH JATI THI PAR BOYS TABHI CLASS ME BETHTE THE JAB TEACHER AATE THE. UN BOYS KE SATH ME BHI BAHAR KHADA RHATAA THA. LEKIN US DIN FIRST TIME SABHI BOYS CLASS ME THE. ACHANAK MERI NAZAR MERI AAGE KI DO BATCH CHODKAR BETHI AK LADAKI PAR PADI. PICHE SE VO MUJE JANI PAHACHANI LAGI.

PTA CHALA KI YE VO HI LADKI HE JISE MENE KAL US RASTE SE JATE HUE DEKHA THA JIS RASTE SE ME JATA HU. MENE ABHI TAK USKA CHEHARAA NHI DEKHA THA. KUCH DER BAD TEACHER AA GYE OR PADHANE LAGE. CLASS PURI HONE KE BAD SARE STUDENT JANE LAGE. SABSE PEHLE GIRLS ROOM SE BAHAR NHIKLTI THI.US DIN MENE PEHLI BAR USKA CHEHARAA DEKHAA.

BAS FIR KYA THA. MUJE SABHI STUDENT ME SIRF USKA CHEHARAA DIKHAYI DE RHA THAA. AB PEHLI NAZAR ME PYAR HOTA HE YA NHI YE MUJE NHI PTA. PAR ITNA JARUR JANTA THA KI KUCH PAL KE LIYE HI SHI MUJE ESAA LGA KI SHAYAD ISKA HI INTJAR THA.

OR FIR VO MERI AAKHO KE SAMNE SE ROOM SE BAHAR NIKAL GYI. SARI GIRLS KE BAHAR JANE KE BAD BOYS BHI BAHAR JANE LAGE OR JALDI ME ME BHI TABLE SE UTHA KAR LADKO KO PICHE KARTA HUA ROOM SE BAHAR AA GYA YE SOCHKAR KI KAHI VO CHALI NA JAYE OR FIR HAMARE GHAR JANE KA RASTA BHI TO AK HI THAA. FIR KYA THA HO LIYA APNE RASTE KI OR. AAJA JAB VO MERE AAGE CHAL RHI THI TO PEHLI BAR PICHE SE BHI JANI-PEHCHANI LAG RHI THI.

THODI DE AK HI RASTE PAR CHALENE KE BAAD VO APNI GHAR KI OR JANE VALI GALI ME MUD GAYI OR ME TAXI STAND KI OR CHAL DIYA. SOCHTA THA KI THODI DER VO AAGE USI RASTE PAR CHALTI RHE. PAR SAYAD USKA SATH ITNI HI DER LIKHA THA.

JESA KI MENE PEHLE KHA KI GIRLS SE BAT KARNE ME JYADA HI SHARMILA THA. ME KABHI BHI USSE BAT KARNE KI HIMMT NHI KAR SKAA. VESE KAI TARIKE HOTE HE LADKO KE PAS KISI LADKI SE BAT KSRNE KE JESE KISI SUBJECT KI COPY LENE KE BHANE HI SHI USSE BAT KAR SKTA THA PAR ME NHI KAR SKA.

DIN YU HI CHALTE RHE. CLASS ME MERI OR USKI NAZARE MILTI REHTI THI. PAR JESE HI USKI NZARE MUJSE MILTI ME NAZAR FER LETA.

HAMARE BATCH ME OR BHI KAI GIRLS THI PAR UN SAB ME VO SABSE ALAG LAGNE LAGI THI.

EXAM KO ABHI 2 MAHINE BAKI THE SO MENE AK OR SUBJECT JO MUJE HARD LAGTA THA USKE LIYE PEHLI VALI CLASSES KE PAS ME HI AK OR CLASSES JOIN KAR LI. US CLASS KA TIME SUBAH KA THA OR CHANGE HOTA RAHTA THA.

AB TO PURA DIN SHAM VALI CLASS KA INTJAR REHTA THA. SHAM KO ROOM PAR LOTNE KE BAD THODA PAD LETA OR KHANA KHAKAR JALDI HI SO JATA. TAKI SUBAH JALDI UTHA SAKU. LEKIN VO RAT SABSE ACHHI RAT THI JAB VO LADKI MERE SPNE ME AAYI.

YAHI HOTA HE YADI AAP KISI PERSON KE BARE ME JYADA SOCHNE LAGTE HE TO VO AAPKE SPNE ME BHI AA JATA HE.

AGLE DIN ME APNI MORNING VALI CLASS JANE LGAA. CLASS PAHUCHA TO SARE STUDENT CLASS ME JA CHUKE THE. ME BHI JALDI SE CLASS ME JAKAR SABSE PICHE VALI SIT PAR BETH GYAA KYOKI ME LET THAA OR SARE STUDENT NE AAGE VALI SIT LE LI THI.

THODI DER TEACHER KE PADHANE KE BAAD ME NAZAR GIRLS VALI BATCH PAR PADI. HALAKI ME SABSE PICHE VALI TABLE PAR BETHA THAA FIR BHI KUCH DHUNDHALI HUI NAZAR AAGE VALI BATCH PAR AK LADKI PAR PADI. VO KUCH JANI-PAHCHANI LAG RHI THI.

PTA NHI YE MERI KISMAT THI YA ITTAFAK, YE VO HI LADAKI THI JO SHAM VALI CLASS ME AATI THI OR HMARE GHAR JANE KE RASTE AK HI THE. MENE USE PEHLE VHA NHI DEKHA THA. SHAYAD AAJ HI CLASS JOIN KI HO.

ME USE LIKE KARNE LGA THA. VESE ME AKELA NHI THA OR BHI LADKE THE MERI BATCH KE JO UE LINE DETE THE. PAR PTA NHI MUJE HAMESHA ESA LAGTA THA KI SHAYAD USKO BHI MERA HI INTZAR HE.

AB TO LAGTA THA JESE UPARVALA MUJ PAR MEHARBAAN HE KYOKI AB DONO HI COACHING CLASS ME, ME USKO DEKHANE VALA THAA OR CLASS PURI HOTE HI AK RASTE SE HOTE HUE JANA THAA. VO AAGE AAGE OR ME PICHE PICHE.

SILSILA YU HI CHALTA RHA. EXAM KE LIYE SIRF AK MAHINA BACHA THAA. TO SHAM VALI CLASS KE LIYE JATA TO YAHI SOCHKAR JATA KI AAJ USSE BAT KARKE HI RAHUNGA. PAR HIMMT NHI HOTI THI. YE MERA DAR THA YA FIR ME GIRLS SE KUCH JYADA HI SARMATA THAA YA FIR KISI SE BAAT KARNA NHI JANTA THAA KHASKAR GIRLS SE. PTA NHI PAR JO BHI THAA MUJE US PAR JIT HASIL KARKE AAGE BADHNA THA.

KUCH HI DINO ME SHAYAD USE BHI PTA CHAL GYA KI VO JIS RASTE SE GHAR JATI HE USI RASTE SE ME BHI JATA HU. SO USKA BHI DHYAN MUJ PAR AANE LGA. OR HMARI NAZRE CLASS ME KUCH JYADA HI MELNE LGI THI.IS KARAN MUJME THODA SA CONFIDENCE AA GYA OR IS BAR TO PAKKA THAN LIYA KI ISE APNI DIL KI BAAT BATAKE RAHUNGA YA AK BAR TO USSE BAT KAR KE HI RAHUNGA. LEKIN JIS DIN ME HIMMAT JUTA KAR SHAM VLI CLASS JATA TO KABHI VO CLASS NHI AATI. JIS DIN VO CLASS NHI AATI MERA MOOD OFF HO JATA. FIR TO JABARDASTI CLASS ME BETHNA PADTA THA.

EXAM KE LIYE KUCH HI DIN BACHE THE OR SATH HI EXAM SE PEHLE HMARI CLASSES BHI PURI HONE VALI THI. YANI MERE PAS DIN BHOT KAM THE. EXAM KE LIYE NHI USSE BAT KARNE KE LIYE.

AK DIN KISI KAM KE KARAN MENE MORNING VALI CLASS MISS KAR DI OR JESA KI MENE PREHLE KHA KI SUBAH VALI CLASS KA TIME BHI CHANGE HOTA RAHTA THAA. SO YAHI SOCHKAR KI CHALO AK TO BHANA MIL GYA KYO NA USSE MORNING VALI CLASS KA TIME PUCHA JAYE.

HAR ROJ KI TARAH SHAM VALI CLASS KE LIYE NIKAL PDAA. MORNING VALI CLASS TO MISS HO CHUKI THI PAR SHAM VALI CLASS KISI BHI HALAT ME MISS NHI KARNA CHAHTA THAA.USE DEKHNA JO THA.

IS BAR MENE BILKUL NHI SOCHA THA KI USSE BAT KARUNGA. LEKIN US DIN MUJME ITNI HIMMT KHA SE AA GYI.SHAYAD VO DIN MERE LIYE LUCKY THAA.

CLASS PURI HOTE HI ME JALDI SE CLASS SE BAHAR AA GYA. OR TEXI STAND KI OR JANE VAALE RASE PAR COACHING CLASS SE THODI HI DUR KHADE HOKAR USKA WAIT KARNE LGAAA. GHABRAHAT TO THI HI.SO TIME PASS KE LIYE MENE APNA MOBILE NIKAL LIYA OR FRIENDS KO MASSAGE KARNE LGA.TABHI VO LADKI JISKA ME VHA KHADA HOKAR INTZAR KAR RHA THA, JISSE BAT KARNE KE LIYE HAR ROJ HIMMT JUTA KAR CLASS JATA, USI RASTE SE VO GUZARNE LAGI.

VO JESE JESE MERE PAS AA RHI THI MERI DIL KI DHADKNE JESE MUJSE JOR JOR SE KEH RHI HO JAO USSE BAT KARO, AB BHOT INTZAR KAR LIYA. DHADKANE OR TEZ HONE LAGI.

OR JAB VO MERE PAS SE HOTE HUE GUJAR RHI TH KI USKI NAZARE MUJSE MILI MENE AAVAJ DI “AK MINT SUNO”. USNE MUDKAR MERI TARF DEKHA.MENE KHA “MORNING VALI CLASS KI TIMING CHANGE TO NHI HUI NA”. OR USNE KHA “PEHLE VAALI TIMING HI HE”.OR VO AAGE BADHA GYI. USI RASTE PAR JIS RASTE PAR SE ME BHI GUJARTA THAA.

BAS ITNI SI THI ye KHAHAANI.

                                         SANDIP JEENGAR

Mere maksad ki baat

Mujhe chhipao, ki kya hu mai
mujhe do tum madad ka hath.
ye face mera bataayega mere maksad ki baat.

Kuch baaki to nhi reh gyaa

Ye desh hai shahido or viro ki bhumi,

       balidaaniyo ki or hero ki bhumi.

Bhot kuch khoya or bahot kuch paayaa hai isane,

      jaan daav par lagaakar sabako bachaayaa hai isane.

Aasamaa bhi isako chaahataa hai itanaa,

      ki meharbaan hai is par na jaane kitna.

Dharti isaki viro ke khun se sani thi,

      tabhi jaakar yahaa itni hariyaali bani thi.

Na jaane kitno ka dil isape fanaa hai,

     shaayad tabhi is par mar mitne ki tamannaa hai.

Is desh ko khushahaal banaane raah par aaye hai,

     dil me kuch kar gujarne ke khvaab sajaaye hai.

Kuch baaki to nhi reh gyaa isame  likhanaa,

     ab aage tumhi ko hai kuch karna.

Kyoki...

Ye desh hai shahido or viro ki bhumi,

balidaaniyo ki or hero ki bhumi.

                                                                                             Happy Independance Day.}
                                                                                                              Sandip Jeengar
                                                                                                         

ye khvab.

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की रास्ते भी कहते है मुझसे ,हम पर चलने की क्या jarurat  है . 

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पर पाँव अब भी जमी पर है , kyoki शायद मेरी मंजील भी यही पर है. । 

                                                                                                             
                                                                                                              Sandip Jeengar