Friday 16 August 2013
ANJAAN RASTE
ANJAAN RASTE
12th CLASS PASS KARNE KE BAAD ME AAGE
PADHANE KE LIYE APNE GAV KO CHODAKAR YAAD SHEHAR AA GAYAA. KYOKI GAO ME UTNE ACHHE
COLLEGE NHI THE. TO GHAR
VAALO NE MUJE BAHAR PADANE KE LIYE BHEJ DIYA.
YAAD SHEHAR, VESE YE SHEHER MERE LIYE NAYAA THAA.
MENE APNA ADMISSION YAAD SHEHAR KI UNIVERSITY ME
KARVA LIYA.
HALAKI MENE LET ADMISSION LIYA THAA TO SARI RAGULAR
KI SITE FULL HO CHUKI THI. AB ME SIRF PRIVATE FORM BHARKAR HI ADMISSION LE
SAKATAA THAAA.SO MENE PRIVATE STUDENT KE TOR PAR ADMISSION LIYA.SATH HI YAAD
SHEHER KE HI KISI ACHHE COACHING INSTITUTE JOIN KAR LIYA. MENE JO SUBJECT
CHOOSE KIYA THAAA USME MUJKO ITNA INTEREST NHI THAA LEKIN KYA KARE 12TH
ME COMMERCE THI TO MENE GRADUATION B.COM. ME HI KARNI THI.
AK SUBJECT THAA ACCOUNT JISME ME 11TH SE HI
WEAK THAA. SO MENE COACHING CLASSES BHI ACCOUNT SUBJECT KI JOIN KAR LI OR BAKI
SUBJECT MUJE KHUD KO HI STUDY KARNI THI.
NOVEMBER KA MAHINA THAA OR EXAM MARCH ME HONE THE
YANI MERE PAAS SIRF 4 MONTH HI BACHE THE.
COACHING CLASSES JOIN KARNE KE BAAD YAAD SHEHER KI KISI ACHHI COLONY ME RENT PAR ROOM BHI LE LIYA THAAA.
MERE LIYE YHA PAR HAR CHIJ NYI THI.
ME PRIVATE STUDENT THAA TO COLLEGE JANA HOTA NHI
THAA. BAS DIN ME AK BAR COACHING CLASS JANA HOTA THAA. LEKIN MERI CLASSES ABHI
START HONE ME TIME THA. 21 NOVEMBER YANI MERI CLASSES DIWALI KE BAAD SURU HONE
VAALI THI.
VESE ME YAAD SHEHER DIWALI SE PEHLE AA GYA THA OR
TAB TAK ME YAHAA KE LOGO YAHAA KE RASTO KO ACHHI TARAH SE PARAKH LIYA THA.
JAB AAP PAHALI BAAR GHAR SE DUR REH RHE HOTE HE TO GHAR
PAR JAANE KI KHUSHI KO AAP SABDO ME BYAN NHI KAR SAKTE.SO DIWALI KO ME GHAR
CHALAA GYAA.GHAR SE VAAPIS YAAD SHEHER AANE KE BAD MENE CLASSES JOIN KAR LI.
AAJ MERI PEHLI CLASS THI. OR MUJE YADD HE JAB ME
APNI PEHLI CLASS ATTEMPT KI THI TO ME BHOT NARVAS THA KYOKI KAI NAYE CHEHRO SE ME RUBRU HONE VALA THA. 12TH CLASS TAK ME
US SCHOOL ME PDHA JHA SARE BOYS PADHATE THE. TO GIRLS SE BAT KARNA MERE LIYE
BHOT HI MUSKIL KAM THA. KOI BHI GIRL YADI MERE SAMNE AATI TO MERI BOLTO BAND.
KISMAT SE SAYAD IS INSTITUTE ME GIRLS AND BOYS KA BATCH COMBINE THA.
VESE BACHAPAN SE HI ME JYADA SARMILA HU.KISI GIRLS
SE BAAT KARNA TO DUR ME KISI ANJAAN LADAKE SE BHI BAT KARNI HOTI HE TO GHABRATA
HU YA FIR UNKO IGNORE KAR DETA HU.
CLASSES REGULAR CHALNE LAGI OR ME ROJ CLASS JAANE
LAGAA.
HMAARI CLASS DOPHAR KO SURU HOTI OR SHAM KO PURI HO
JATI.
MUJE AAJ BHI YAAD HE MUJE VHA PURA AK MAHINA HO GYA
THA CLASS JATE PAR ABHI TAK MERA VHA KOI DOAST NHI BNAA THA. NA BOYS ME TO
GIRLS KI TO BAT HI CHOD DO. DIN YUHI GUJRTE GYE OR AK DO BOYS KE SATH BAT-CHIT
HONE LAGI.
JARURI THA NHI TO PTA HI NHI CHALTA KI COURSE ME KYA
HE,KESE STUDY KARNI HE OR EXAM KAB OR KESE HONE VALE HE. CLASS COMPLITE HOTE HI
SUBHI STUDENT APNE APNE GHAR KI OR CHAL DETE OR ME BHI APNE ROOM KI OR CHAL
DETA.
AK DIN JAB CLASS PURI HUI OR ME APNE RASTE CHAL
DIYA. RASTE ME CHALTE HUE
MERI NAZAR MERE AAGE HI CHAL RHI AK LADAKI PAR PADI.
PICHE SE VO KUCH JANI-PAHACHANI LAG RHI THI. KYOKI
ME JIS RASTE SE HOKAR APNE ROOM PAR JAYA KARTA THA VO BHI USI RASTE SE HOKAR
JAYA KARTI THI. US DIN MENE US PAR
UTNA DYAN NHI DIYA.
NEXT DAY FIR CLASS LAGI OR ROJ KI TARAH MENE CLASS
ATTEMPT KI.
LEKIN US DIN TEACHER THODE LATE THE TO BOYS NE BAHAR
WAIT KARNE KI BJAAY ANDAR JAKAR CLASS ME BETHNA THIK SAMAJAA.HMAARE BATCH KI
GIRLS AATE HI CLASS ME BETH JATI THI PAR BOYS TABHI CLASS ME BETHTE THE JAB
TEACHER AATE THE. UN BOYS KE SATH ME BHI BAHAR KHADA RHATAA THA. LEKIN US DIN
FIRST TIME SABHI BOYS CLASS ME THE. ACHANAK MERI NAZAR MERI AAGE KI DO BATCH
CHODKAR BETHI AK LADAKI PAR PADI. PICHE SE VO MUJE JANI PAHACHANI LAGI.
PTA CHALA KI YE VO HI LADKI HE JISE MENE KAL US
RASTE SE JATE HUE DEKHA THA JIS RASTE SE ME JATA HU. MENE ABHI TAK USKA
CHEHARAA NHI DEKHA THA. KUCH DER BAD TEACHER AA GYE OR PADHANE LAGE. CLASS PURI
HONE KE BAD SARE STUDENT JANE LAGE. SABSE PEHLE GIRLS ROOM SE BAHAR NHIKLTI
THI.US DIN MENE PEHLI BAR USKA CHEHARAA DEKHAA.
BAS FIR KYA THA. MUJE SABHI STUDENT ME SIRF USKA
CHEHARAA DIKHAYI DE RHA THAA. AB PEHLI NAZAR ME PYAR HOTA HE YA NHI YE MUJE NHI
PTA. PAR ITNA JARUR JANTA THA KI KUCH PAL KE LIYE HI SHI MUJE ESAA LGA KI
SHAYAD ISKA HI INTJAR THA.
OR FIR VO MERI AAKHO KE SAMNE SE ROOM SE BAHAR NIKAL GYI. SARI GIRLS KE BAHAR JANE KE BAD BOYS
BHI BAHAR JANE LAGE OR JALDI ME ME BHI TABLE SE UTHA KAR LADKO KO PICHE KARTA
HUA ROOM SE BAHAR AA GYA YE SOCHKAR KI KAHI VO CHALI NA JAYE OR FIR HAMARE GHAR
JANE KA RASTA BHI TO AK HI THAA. FIR KYA THA HO LIYA APNE RASTE KI OR. AAJA JAB
VO MERE AAGE CHAL RHI THI TO PEHLI BAR PICHE SE BHI
JANI-PEHCHANI LAG RHI THI.
THODI DE AK HI RASTE PAR CHALENE KE BAAD VO APNI
GHAR KI OR JANE VALI GALI ME MUD GAYI OR ME TAXI STAND KI OR CHAL DIYA. SOCHTA
THA KI THODI DER VO AAGE USI RASTE PAR CHALTI RHE. PAR SAYAD USKA SATH ITNI HI
DER LIKHA THA.
JESA KI MENE PEHLE KHA KI GIRLS SE BAT KARNE ME
JYADA HI SHARMILA THA. ME KABHI BHI USSE BAT KARNE KI HIMMT NHI KAR SKAA. VESE
KAI TARIKE HOTE HE LADKO KE PAS KISI LADKI SE BAT KSRNE KE JESE KISI SUBJECT KI
COPY LENE KE BHANE HI SHI USSE BAT KAR SKTA THA PAR ME NHI KAR SKA.
DIN YU HI CHALTE RHE. CLASS ME MERI OR USKI NAZARE
MILTI REHTI THI. PAR JESE HI USKI NZARE MUJSE MILTI ME NAZAR FER LETA.
HAMARE BATCH ME OR BHI KAI GIRLS THI PAR UN SAB ME
VO SABSE ALAG LAGNE LAGI THI.
EXAM KO ABHI 2 MAHINE BAKI THE SO MENE AK OR SUBJECT
JO MUJE HARD LAGTA THA USKE LIYE PEHLI VALI CLASSES KE PAS ME HI AK OR CLASSES
JOIN KAR LI. US CLASS KA TIME SUBAH KA THA OR CHANGE HOTA RAHTA THA.
AB TO PURA DIN SHAM VALI CLASS KA INTJAR REHTA THA.
SHAM KO ROOM PAR LOTNE KE BAD THODA PAD LETA OR KHANA KHAKAR JALDI HI SO JATA.
TAKI SUBAH JALDI UTHA SAKU. LEKIN VO RAT SABSE ACHHI RAT THI JAB VO LADKI MERE
SPNE ME AAYI.
YAHI HOTA HE YADI AAP KISI PERSON KE BARE ME JYADA
SOCHNE LAGTE HE TO VO AAPKE SPNE ME BHI AA JATA HE.
AGLE DIN ME APNI MORNING VALI CLASS JANE LGAA. CLASS
PAHUCHA TO SARE STUDENT CLASS ME JA CHUKE THE. ME BHI JALDI SE CLASS ME JAKAR
SABSE PICHE VALI SIT PAR BETH GYAA KYOKI ME LET THAA OR SARE STUDENT NE AAGE VALI SIT LE LI THI.
THODI DER TEACHER KE PADHANE KE BAAD ME NAZAR GIRLS
VALI BATCH PAR PADI. HALAKI ME SABSE PICHE VALI TABLE PAR BETHA THAA FIR BHI
KUCH DHUNDHALI HUI NAZAR AAGE VALI BATCH PAR AK LADKI PAR PADI. VO KUCH
JANI-PAHCHANI LAG RHI THI.
PTA NHI YE MERI KISMAT THI YA ITTAFAK, YE VO HI
LADAKI THI JO SHAM VALI CLASS ME AATI THI OR HMARE GHAR JANE KE RASTE AK HI
THE. MENE USE PEHLE VHA NHI DEKHA THA. SHAYAD AAJ HI CLASS JOIN KI HO.
ME USE LIKE KARNE LGA THA. VESE ME AKELA NHI THA OR
BHI LADKE THE MERI BATCH KE JO UE LINE DETE THE. PAR PTA NHI MUJE HAMESHA ESA
LAGTA THA KI SHAYAD USKO BHI MERA HI INTZAR HE.
AB TO LAGTA THA JESE UPARVALA MUJ PAR MEHARBAAN HE
KYOKI AB DONO HI COACHING CLASS ME, ME USKO DEKHANE VALA THAA OR CLASS PURI
HOTE HI AK RASTE SE HOTE HUE JANA THAA. VO AAGE AAGE OR ME PICHE PICHE.
SILSILA YU HI CHALTA RHA. EXAM KE LIYE SIRF AK
MAHINA BACHA THAA. TO SHAM VALI CLASS KE LIYE JATA TO YAHI SOCHKAR JATA KI AAJ
USSE BAT KARKE HI RAHUNGA. PAR HIMMT NHI HOTI THI. YE MERA DAR THA YA FIR ME
GIRLS SE KUCH JYADA HI SARMATA THAA YA FIR KISI
SE BAAT KARNA NHI JANTA THAA KHASKAR GIRLS SE. PTA NHI PAR JO BHI THAA MUJE US
PAR JIT HASIL KARKE AAGE BADHNA THA.
KUCH HI DINO ME SHAYAD USE BHI PTA CHAL GYA KI VO
JIS RASTE SE GHAR JATI HE USI RASTE SE ME BHI JATA HU. SO USKA BHI DHYAN MUJ
PAR AANE LGA. OR HMARI NAZRE CLASS ME KUCH JYADA HI MELNE LGI THI.IS KARAN
MUJME THODA SA CONFIDENCE AA GYA OR IS BAR TO PAKKA THAN LIYA KI ISE APNI DIL
KI BAAT BATAKE RAHUNGA YA AK BAR TO USSE BAT KAR KE HI RAHUNGA. LEKIN JIS DIN
ME HIMMAT JUTA KAR SHAM VLI CLASS JATA TO KABHI VO CLASS NHI AATI. JIS DIN VO
CLASS NHI AATI MERA MOOD OFF HO JATA. FIR TO JABARDASTI CLASS ME BETHNA PADTA
THA.
EXAM KE LIYE KUCH HI DIN BACHE THE OR SATH HI EXAM
SE PEHLE HMARI CLASSES BHI PURI HONE VALI THI. YANI MERE PAS DIN BHOT KAM THE.
EXAM KE LIYE NHI USSE BAT KARNE KE LIYE.
AK DIN KISI KAM KE
KARAN MENE MORNING VALI CLASS MISS KAR DI OR JESA KI MENE PREHLE KHA KI SUBAH
VALI CLASS KA TIME BHI CHANGE HOTA RAHTA THAA. SO YAHI SOCHKAR KI CHALO AK TO
BHANA MIL GYA KYO NA USSE MORNING VALI CLASS KA TIME PUCHA JAYE.
HAR ROJ KI TARAH SHAM VALI CLASS KE LIYE NIKAL PDAA.
MORNING VALI CLASS TO MISS HO CHUKI THI PAR SHAM VALI CLASS KISI BHI HALAT ME
MISS NHI KARNA CHAHTA THAA.USE DEKHNA JO THA.
IS BAR MENE BILKUL NHI SOCHA THA KI USSE BAT
KARUNGA. LEKIN US
DIN MUJME ITNI HIMMT KHA SE AA GYI.SHAYAD VO DIN MERE LIYE LUCKY THAA.
CLASS PURI HOTE HI ME JALDI SE CLASS SE BAHAR AA GYA. OR TEXI STAND KI OR JANE VAALE RASE PAR
COACHING CLASS SE THODI HI DUR KHADE HOKAR
USKA WAIT KARNE LGAAA. GHABRAHAT TO THI HI.SO TIME PASS KE LIYE MENE APNA
MOBILE NIKAL LIYA OR FRIENDS KO MASSAGE KARNE LGA.TABHI VO LADKI JISKA ME VHA
KHADA HOKAR INTZAR KAR RHA THA, JISSE BAT KARNE KE LIYE HAR ROJ HIMMT JUTA KAR
CLASS JATA, USI RASTE SE VO GUZARNE LAGI.
VO JESE JESE MERE PAS AA RHI THI MERI DIL KI DHADKNE
JESE MUJSE JOR JOR SE KEH RHI HO JAO USSE BAT KARO, AB BHOT INTZAR KAR LIYA.
DHADKANE OR TEZ HONE LAGI.
OR JAB VO MERE PAS SE HOTE HUE GUJAR RHI TH KI USKI NAZARE MUJSE MILI
MENE AAVAJ DI “AK MINT SUNO”. USNE MUDKAR MERI TARF DEKHA.MENE KHA “MORNING
VALI CLASS KI TIMING CHANGE TO NHI HUI NA”. OR USNE KHA “PEHLE VAALI TIMING HI
HE”.OR VO AAGE BADHA GYI. USI RASTE PAR JIS RASTE PAR SE
ME BHI GUJARTA THAA.
BAS ITNI SI THI ye KHAHAANI.
SANDIP JEENGAR
Thursday 15 August 2013
Kuch baaki to nhi reh gyaa
Ye desh hai shahido or viro ki bhumi,
balidaaniyo ki or hero ki bhumi.
Bhot kuch khoya or bahot kuch paayaa hai isane,
jaan daav par lagaakar sabako bachaayaa hai isane.
Aasamaa bhi isako chaahataa hai itanaa,
ki meharbaan hai is par na jaane kitna.
Dharti isaki viro ke khun se sani thi,
tabhi jaakar yahaa itni hariyaali bani thi.
Na jaane kitno ka dil isape fanaa hai,
shaayad tabhi is par mar mitne ki tamannaa hai.
Is desh ko khushahaal banaane raah par aaye hai,
dil me kuch kar gujarne ke khvaab sajaaye hai.
Kuch baaki to nhi reh gyaa isame likhanaa,
ab aage tumhi ko hai kuch karna.
Kyoki...
Ye desh hai shahido or viro ki bhumi,
balidaaniyo ki or hero ki bhumi.
Happy Independance Day.}Sandip Jeengar
Wednesday 14 August 2013
ye khvab.
ख्वाब जो देखे है मैंने , इतने खुबसूरत है
की रास्ते भी कहते है मुझसे ,हम पर चलने की क्या jarurat है .
आसमा में उड़ने की चाह है बस ये ख्वाब ही मेरी राह है
पर पाँव अब भी जमी पर है , kyoki शायद मेरी मंजील भी यही पर है. ।
Sandip Jeengar
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